My boyfriend obviously doesn’t want to talk to me.

Good thing I have Tumblr.

I want to lie in bed with you and talk, just talk, all night, until the sun comes up.

I don’t even care what about.
i just want to be with you. 

I’m having a terribly hard time keeping the dial between best friend and boyfriend. It’s drifting too far to one side for what I like.
Id say fuck it, but I already have. It doesn’t help anything.

I think I still I could easily kill myself,
Just a tiny thought.

I’m better at controlling it now though.
Just thought I’d write it out so it’s not all bottled up.

Also I like to pretend my followers care sometimes,
I know you guys don’t,
It’s just me pretending.
So that’s why I’m telling you.

I still want to die,
But I won’t. 

“The reason she’s so controlling of those around her is because she can’t even control her own life. She’s going to die and there’s nothing she can do about it. so she overpowers everyone else.”

            - Words of Wisdom from my amazing cousin.

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I’ll just answer them anyway, because you’re obviously all too kind to ask…

A - available = Not a chance
B - birthday = 23 November
C - crush = I don’t think having a crush on my Boyfriend applies…
D - drink you had last = water, because I’m such a healthy cunt
E - easiest person to talk to = Lucinda, Charlotte, Baumann or Paul, because they’re the only people I know that I can have a really good, long, talkative conversation with <3
F - favourite song = The limit does not exist.
G - grade you hated the most = 6 or 7
H - hottest girl/guy to like= Omg  Francisco Lachowski  ♥ 
I - in love with =  http://universal-drift.tumblr.com/  
J - jealous of = all the twig-sized poles that pop up on my dash wearing bikinis.
K - killed someone = No. But I have a list.
L - longest friendship = Marnie, who openly considers me her sister and likes to confuse all her friends by telling them so
M - milkshake flavour = Caramellllllll
N - number of siblings = 0.0
O - one wish = to finish school without conducting a massacre, then move to a far away place where no one knows me or will ever be able to find me. 
P - person who called you last and why = Samuel. Because I was being a cunt and felt bad because he was worrying about it.
Q - question your always asked = ummm. “How are you?”
R - reason to smile = I won’t die alone with 52 cats  ♥ 
S - song you last sang = The Gambler, while crying uncontrollably and so fourth. 
T - time you woke up = 7:30
U - underwear colour = Red+ Black
V - very bestfriend(s) = Claire, Anna, Samuel, Baumann, Kyla, Phoebe Paul, Luci, and Charlotte.
W - worst habit = Biting my nails. Ruining my potentially pretty fingers since 2k5
X - X rays you had = On my back in like, year 9.
Y - your last time you cried = Last night. I have dark rings under my eyes from extreme lack of sleep now :D
Z - zodiac sign = The one with the horse and the arrow that I can’t spell.

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“Sam’s going to ask you something about Schoolies, just say yes.”

“Uh sure, what’s he going to ask me?”

“If he can stay with just us guys.”

‘Oh yeah sure, that’s cool, I just wanted to be completely and utterly alone without any of my friends on Schoolies anyway. Don’t worry your pretty little head about it boy, I just sit in my room by myself. It’ll be twice as much fun being alone on my birthday.’

Gonna go to the beach on the weekend looking like a Fucking whale.

And all the people are gonna be like:
“Uhhh how’d a whale wash up on shore this time of year??”
Or
“‘Scuse me Ms. Whale? Ima have to ask you to move your fat ass back into the ocean. Thankyou.”

Coz you know, I look like a Whale.